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yeah.... its 9:o0 and im not at school.... i left to go to school... dropped my sister off... then the mommie called and said i had a doctors appointment at 10:30.. in cabot... so i told my dad that i should go ahead and go to school, and give fleming the report//project i had to do... just in case i wasnt in class... and this was our convo:::

FLeming: Hey Delgman!

Me: hey...

Fleming: whats wrong with your voice..?

Me: I don't know ... but here is my project in case im not in class...

Fleming: why wouldnt you be in class?

Me: i have an infected belly-button or something...

Fleming: How'd you get that?

Me: I had a Tick Bite... (me showing my belly button)

Fleming: Ticks gross me out.... EW! Why are you not at the doctor?

Me: I'm on my way.....

yeah... i went to school for that 5 minute convo..... then left... now im here... and im waiting to go to the doctor! ugH! I feel like im going to PuKe!

eDiT!!

oK, sOo the doctor gave me like 2 antibiotics to take!!!! UGHH!!! ooh well maybe this gay thing will go away!??! umm yeah the parents said that it wasnt worth going back to school... so they didnt let me go..... s0o im here.. and im going to take a nap.... i have no voice.... and i have a meeting tonight!!!!! great!

i love you so much baby!

eDiT...

hey help!! umm... is it just me or is my picture and all that not on here?????

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im finally home.....! yay! although this weekend was a lot of fun at leadership camp.... i am very sadened to hear the death of the wonderful Pope John Paul II. (yes i am catholic) Normally i feel like soo "rebelish" (is that a word?) being a catholic... or atleast at church.... I mean I just got into the stage of OMG, ive gone to church for 15 years.... why do i still have to go.. i can pray from my house... blah... but now... this death of the most wonderful person has really got me ..down..

     well... that and i feel terrible, have a fever, no voice... (well the scary voice .. lol .sue ilu) i miss my boyfriend so much we are argueing about EVERYTHING! omg! its terrible! I feel like i must cry! .... i polly will .... its natalie... come on now....

    My Grandmother is doing good... I miss her so much... I think we will polly go up and see her here in a few...... after getting settled back at the house!

    Umm... yeah I have a Fleming report// project due tomorrow... and I have only done half of the work!  well... half of the project i mean!

    I'm getting really bored... and really tired of argueing with my boyfriend... so I'm going to get in the shower and hopefully everything will be all better....

   I'll finish later! love you boo* -Natalie!

--eDiT!!!

    Ok, I am sooo friggin bored! I mean now that I am back home... there is nothing to do..... I can't talk to the boyfriend.... bc he is sleeping... and I'm getting tired of doing stuff on the computer!

    OMG! At camp this weekend, we had a scavenger hunt... or whatever and it was through a FOREST! lol... and yeah somehow, I managed to get a tick... and it was attached to the bottom of my belly-button! I have an inny-outty (bc like i used to be skinny... but now im fat... so its kinda fat skinny?)... so it was like inside... anyway... it hurt so bad, but i managed to pull it out! i almost cried! I had to take out my belly-button ring (it was a dangly one.. that said BabyGirl... My boyfriend got it for me... Bc I am HIS babygirl!) bc it was irritating it even more! ekk, now it is swollen and red... but im not to worried about my hole closing.. bc i have my "retainer" in... lol thats what they called it.... plus 've had it pierced for about 3 years! so... its quite alright! lol. otherwise... Camp was a LOT of fun.... it was in Bald Knob too! lol ... (Bald Knob is soo funny to me for some odd reason!) I get sooo sad when I am on 67/167 going North.... (towards Cabot) bc... that is the way to get my baby from *aSu*.....

    It's really pretty outside! I wish my boyfriend was still in town so we could play some football in this beautiful weather... hah... so i could kIcK yOuR bUtT bAbE! ....AGAIN! lol!

             hMmMmmM........... I AM SO BORED>...... ill finish again later!

i still love you baby!             (hah, and i can beat you in fball!) and BbAll for that matter!!!!!!!!! (aZn)

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g'mornin'! OMG, im so tired! I got up at 5:0o this morning to go to the hospital, because the G-Unit (Grandma) is having her TKR... (Total Knee Replacement.. for all you non med- pro students! ) well Grandma had to be at the hospital at 5:30... i didnt get there until about 6:45ish.... umm... her scheduled time was for about 8:30... but there was a really bad motorcycle accident that the doctor had to take care of first, which is very understandable... this poor mans leg was basically pinned to his head! it was a really bad accident.. so the family said! Which i can see... you know... anyway.... so i left the hospital around 10:00ish..bc the mommie had worked all night, and she was about to crash! so when we were leaving.. they were about to start on gma's surgery!.. s0o i hope everything goes ok... my dad stayed up at the hospital with granddaddy, and their preacher, and his wife... im sure it will..... i mean the other one went wonderful.... she is going to be in the hospital for about a week or so.... lol, but she wants me to go to her new house and clean it because people will be coming over and visiting her... lol.. i just cleaned it on Wednesday! lol... she is soo goofy!

     --anyway... the boyfriend just left college to come see me! YaY!

     I feel terrible or some odd reason..... Like i can barely make a tight fist with my right wrist... (the arm i broke 3 bones and tore 2 ligaments..) it is sooo weak! ugh, it makes me sad! bc it hurts too.... Im just falling apart... what can i say!?

     I have leadership camp starting tonight.... Its at Camp Powderfork this year.. in Bald Knob. So this should be interesting! I've packed mostly everything, but i still have a few things that still need to be packed.. and of course i have to still pack for my mother.... but hey... lauren might get to do it this time... bc i am going to spend as much time as i can with my boyfriend before i go... bc i think he will already be back up at school by the time i come home on sunday... hopefully not... but with my luck... he probably will be...... But yeah, it lasts all weekend... so if you wonder why i havent updates... ding ding ding... its bc i wont have internet access there...

     Well i better finish packing so I can be ready when the boyfriend comes...!

   I LoVe yOu BabE! --dRiVe sAfElY!

                    -NaTaLiEmArIe!

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Hey Babes! I hope everyones spring break is going gr8! Mines not, but hey thats ook! I was sooo happy last night, I finally got my hair dyed back brown! I think its pretty, but hey who knows... right? Its different, but its not bad!

I woke up around 10:45ish... i guess... so far all i have done this morning is reply to emails, talk online, and so this.... yeah im lazy! lol, anyway... I can't wait until himself comes into town tomorrow! I miss him sooo much!! Im so sad too, because i'm not really going to even get to be with him! I mean yeah we'll have a few hours together, but then i have to leave for Leadership Camp! It's in Bald Knob this year.... its about an hour or so away from nLr* ugh, I don't know, part of me wants to go to leadership camp, but part of me doesnt... its weird... i mean yeah all my friends are going to be there, but my boyfriend isn't.... ughh, its depressing.... but i'll get over it... im polly not going to do anything at all today bc the mommie has to work tonight, so she is going to sleep all day today! who knows, what ill do.. anyway... i think thats about it for right now.... I love you babe! Can't wait until i see you tomorrow! I feel like doing a survey really quick.....

{YOU} name: Natalie age: 15 place where you are right now: my room <3 LOVE <3 do you have a crush: i guess? do you have a bf/gf: yes, a wonderful boyfriend do you love them: i do! do they know it: yes. do they love you back: yes!  would you ever cheat on them: never  have you ever cheated on them: never do you ever think that they've cheated on you: umm not really  do you confront them with this: nah do they know you're taking this survey: polly  would you rather dump them or have them dump you: ekk, i would rather us be together.... [FIRSTS] love: umm... cody? well i thought it was ..love kiss: ooh gash, i dont remember date: actual "real" date... i guess david crush: Andrew Z. time you said i love you to someone [excluding your family]: umm.. idk?  bf/gf: Davis (HAVE YOU EVER) cut someone: no, i stay as far away from knives as i can!  been paid to go out with someone: nope, i wouldnt do it anyway!  pittied someone and gone out with them because of it: lol nah! sed i love you when you didnt mean it: yeah kissed someone and then regretted it: yea regretted feelings you had for someone: yeah thought you shouldnt have done something with uyor bf/gf: hah, yea, well ex's yes.... cursed your bf/gf out: umm... i said a few to him! I hate cursing though? regretted saying or not saying something to your bf/gf: yeah not said i love you back to your bf/gf: umm.. when i was pissed! had your bf/gf not say i love you back: nope dated someone for their looks: no  dated someone for the wrong reasons: no dated someone to prove something to someone: yeah.. haha had your relationship doubted: yeah had your bf/gf leave without telling you: nope had your bf/gf kiss you and you didnt kiss them back: nah, i love kissing! wanted to just slap your bf/gf: yeah! told your friends a lie about a relationship: no turned someone down: yea rejected someone for the wrong reasons: nah  kissed before going out:  yeah told a lie to anyone to cover up a relationship: yea  been forbidded from seeing someone: i forbidded myself thought that your bf/gf was so stupid you couldnt believe that you were with them: umm... nah been alone with them and did nothing: yeah  slept in the same bed as them without doing anything: well we feel asleep watching a movie thought they were really immature: umm.. ex's. questioned your reasons to go out with them: yeah... still wanted to go out with someone who had cheated on you: nah, no one has cheated on me... that i know of.  still wanted to go out with someone after you found out what they wanted: nope wanted to do something and they didnt: nope  not wanted to do something that they did: yeah lied to them: yeah... ex's ~DO YOU WANT TO~ marry them: idk yet have kids with them: hah, yeah... idk  spend the night with them and then not see them again for a week: NO! ITS SOOO HARD!!! I MISS HIM SOO MUCH!  break up with them right now: HELL NO!

ok, yeah im soo pissed right now... yeah carroll just called me and we were having an ok conversation... then he asked me why i didnt call him back yesterday, and i told him i didnt have my phone, then he said i could use the house phone... then i told him i wasnt home.. he asked me what i was doing yesterday, and i told him that i went to jodie maries, and got my formal and he popped up and said your spring formal dress? and i was like.. i guess if i was going to spring formal it would be my dress, then he said that he wasnt going .. and i was like ok.. and just joking around i said, what is lauren not going? (p.s. not my sister..) The reason for my question was bc last year he insisted that me and him go together... but then after him FINALLY accepting my NO, he asked lauren.. and they went together... anyway back to the point. and then he said... no "WE'RE" not going, and i was like.. ok that didnt answer my question.... I asked you if Lauren was going... not ya'll.... does this mean that ya'll are like together or somehting? and he said... YES! omg, i hung up on him.. then he called back and said... dont hang up on me... and i said how long have yall been togetehr? and he said A MONTH! omg, no wonder he has been an ass here recently... once again, i hung up on him... he called back... and i didnt say anything... he said he didnt want to loose me as a friend but then i immediately said ... well you just did!!!!!!!! hung up .. once again he just called me back, and said he was sorry (IN HIS CRY VOICE), and i said you are not.. he said, how do you know.. and i said no wonder you have been an ass here recently, then i continued by saying, there is no more nattiebear and carebear... there is Carroll Newton on one side of the hall way, and Natalie on the other.. and i hung up, then he called back.. i answered... What do you not understand about me not wanting to talk to you?! and he said ... Natalie you couldve atleast said "Bye", and hung up... so that is it................... i hate him. and hailey would be so proud.. bc there is no more 2nd tries for him....... Bye William Carroll Newton, have a great life....... Ooh By the way... the funny part about this is.... LAUREN HAS NO CLUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ....well until now! hehe.... my work here is done!

I LOVE YOU BABY!!!! I WISH YOU WERE HERE!!!!!!!!!

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Well......... My sincere appaulages go out to my sister for saying everything I did......... My bad; I  thought the use of a xanga was to be a "journal". Sisters don't read eachothers "journals". I don't go rummaging through her stuff, but hey... obivously she did mine.... BUT she won't anymore because she is a "blocked user" right about now. The reasoning of my appaulages would be that of my sister printed out my update; highlighted every thing i said "bad" about her, and showed my father. My father came in my room and just started ripping out my computer... anyway thats not the point... (I didn't think i said anything too bad; I mean she highlights such like this:: "She was running and hopping around the house...... blha blha blah im getting my senior ring.. she sqeaked as if she was some dog toy!" ok.. do you not see the AS IF in there?... there is a big difference from calling her one ... bc if i did wanted to call her one i would say that she squeak bc she is a dog toy... or something of that manner... but i didnt.) ANYWAY, moving on!!!!!

s0o... i woke up at 9ish this morning bc my dad was in my room.... he wasnt feeling well.... then i took a little nap.. and just now woke up.. well about 30 minutes ago... I want to talk to my baby!!! I miss him sooo much! but I need to go wake the mommie, and ...lauren... up, because we are going to Jodie Marie's to get our Grand Ball dresses!  iM sOo eXciTeD aBoUt gRaNd BaLL! OnLy 17 mOrE dAyS! grand ball is also 3 days before the boyfriend and my 8 month anniversary! OMG! isn't  that crazy!? Yet, its cute.... (i kNoW ...rIgHt?! hAh) aNd i LoVe HiM vErY mUcH! mWaH bAbE!  

hah, i felt like going back......... way back..... (hErCuLeS)

.....haha imagine that..... she shut down her xanga!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!